It’s been a strange couple of weeks. Since me heel has been hurting I’ve been taking it easy, a little too easy. It’s hard for me to keep motivation up when I’m barely moving around. It’s a strange dichotomy to be doing so well at work and socially, but personally I’m afraid of being along in my apartment for too long at any given time. Even if my fridge is full of veggies and I only have rice cakes for carbs, I can eat all of it in 45 min.
So, despite my heel, I went for a run on Thursday and today I got myself to Capoeira for the first time in a few weeks. I feel good knowing what I’ve accomplished today, but I know it’s just a little step. I feel like my success last month has left me feeling disappointed with myself since. And excuses like my heel are getting too much. It didn’t even hurt in class today.
I’m still in the low 140s, and my first goal will be to get back to 136. That was a low I hit recently, and it will be a good sign for me. I’ll let you know when I get there.
K
